Forever Alone (11 - Lyrics - Feb 15)
2015-02-15 @ 07:09amtags: whiny rock with twang because i hate twang
Obviously about my ex-husband and the PTSD. He never hit me. It was worse.
Lyrics
Black hole seething in the darkness of his brainHatred of everything beautiful and true
And he cheated on me with a longtime friend
Shortly after we said I do
Can you please explain the joy of causing such pain
And how he hid it from me for so long
I kept trying again and again
But I guess he was wired wrong
Oh love is a word that seems to only be abused
Just used as an excuse
And I
Would rather not hear it said
Than have it reverberating in my headache
Don't wanna hear it anymore
(I love you)
Don't wanna hear it anymore
(Baby I can explain)
Don't wanna hear it anymore
(Just one more chance)
Would rather be forever
Forever alone
The divorce finally went through and people wonder why I'm not dating again
They just don't understand that I don't have time to waste in giving evil another chance
So they think there's something wrong with me that I can't get over betrayal and rape and death threats and I still bleed pain
The lies he told me ring in my mind every time some new guy tells me those three little words...
Instead I hear "I'll kill you"
Oh love is a thing that seems to only be abused
Just used as an excuse
And I
Would rather not let it start
Than have it reverberating in my heartache
Don't wanna hear it anymore
(I love you)
Don't wanna hear it anymore
(Baby I can explain)
Don't wanna hear it anymore
(Just one more chance)
Would rather be forever
Forever alone
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